This wedding holds HEAPS of specialness to me. Not only do I love this woman and her family DEARLY, but this day was a flood of feels. I can't really articulate all of them, but I was a foggy mist most of this day, a tragedy in the middle of such sweet celebration and a celebration so full of joy in the midst of deep pain. Longings, so many longings for this sweet bride, her husband, and family. I admire so many things about this family, but witnessing them grieve and celebra